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2018 Here and Gone…

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This year has been a roller coaster of delights; ups and downs, and curves galore. I have spent much of this year working on my career goals and getting my writing mojo back. Of course I also spent the year with close friends and family and a slew of traveling. It’s been a great period of growth for me and also a period of reflection.

From a career standpoint I was able to network my way back to the city of my heart – New York City, specifically Brooklyn (and in Brooklyn specifically Bedford Stuyvesant). I am actually proud of myself that I was able to pull it off. I thought I would have to leave my current company to do it and that was almost the case, but things were able to be worked out and I am not back where I truly feel I belong and where I thrive.

I found myself in the streets of New York City, with the help of people who have become my family. We may not be blood related, but they are the family that I have patch-worked together across boroughs, cities, and even countries. Leaving the city wasn’t what I wanted, but I did what was necessary at the time; and now, I’m back to stay.

Writing, ah writing…

Back in February, my muse decided to come out and play and I was very excited. I’m happy to stay that the passion and drive that began this year didn’t fade at all; it’s actually grown in fact. I participated in both Camp NaNoWriMo’s (one in April and one in July), as well as NaNoWriMo in November.

April was a dud in the writing department, namely due to work and the big career move I was trying to make; the muse was not happy. July was better and I was able to win that and get what I needed written, which spawned a lot of planning for November. NaNo was a success in November with me being able to write more than 50k words that month. So exciting! This past month I’ve actually been working on a completely different idea as well as editing some fan-fiction that I have ready to go for some fans in particular.

All in all, it’s been a great year in the writing department – I hope it continues into 2019.

Friends and family rallied around me for a couple things this year; one, I raised money from Leukemia and Lymph Society’s Team in Training and ran the NYC Marathon this year. Huge feat – I was pissed off about my time (didn’t finish anywhere near I wanted), but in the end…I DID IT!!! It was a great accomplishment and something I’ve been wanting to do for years – so go me!

The other item on the agenda was traveling! Every year I travel and I tend to go to multiple places. This year was great because it was an awesome mix of old favorites and new exciting places. And not only were the places I visited a mix of old and new, the people I traveled with were too!

I started my year by traveling to an old favorite; San Francisco, California. I went here with some new friends from work, but one of my oldest friends in the world. It was a great way to start off 2018. Next trip was back to wine country with my sister for the BottleRock music festival. Let me tell you – the festival is expensive, but for the two of us – totally worth it. I love how much I’ve bonded with my younger sister during this time; we’ve learned a lot about each other I feel during this time.

The sisterly time wasn’t done yet; in July, she and I went to Iceland and had an awesome time. August came and went with a new city and new travel buddy! I went to Ireland for the very first time, ran an international half marathon for the first time, and travelled with a new buddy for her first trip to Ireland as well! I’d heard the food was horrible here, but I have to disagree – I ate so well while I was there. The views are fantastic along the coasts, and the city of Dublin is so cute!

As the year has wound to a close, I find myself writing from the beautiful and old city of Lisbon, Portugal. My big brother and I are enjoying our first solo international trip together. This city is breathtaking, the food is delicious, and the weather in December has been phenomenal. We’ve already decided to come back!

So what have I learned this year? There haven’t been any great flashes of insights or big revelations. The knowledge that I have learned this year has always been with me, but I guess this was the year that I finally voiced what I knew to be true for a long time.

Here’s what I figured out:

I can be disappointed in how long it took to do something; but that never negates the accomplishment of actually putting in the work and doing it.

I have an abundance of experiences that I’ve already lived through, and they are preparing me for what is to come.

I have the capacity to be so much more than what I am right now – it will just take time to get there.

I am truly and well loved and cared for.

Simple things right? Like I said, no rocket science in there at all, but still lessons learned and hard won.

With that, I will bid 2018 a hearty goodbye and farewell.

See you in 2019!

Happy New Year!

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New Year, More Writing? Maybe?

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I’m not really sure where 2017 went for me. When I look back it almost seems as if I were an apparition – a reflection in the mirror – that watched the year speed by like the Shinkansen in Japan. Between the blur of true news, fake news, tumultuous White House shenanigans, and yet another mass shooting, I don’t think that there was a dull moment throughout the year.

What boggled my mind really was the fact that when I tried to put pen to paper or fingers to keys, nothing came to mind.

Not one thing.

I had no inspiration for creativity, no inspirational thoughts that were incessant enough to have me scrambling for my keyboard and this blog – this creative space – to let me unleash the relentless screaming in my mind. Everything was curiously silent. I didn’t know what it meant then, I still don’t know what it meant now, but I do respect it. That lull lasted almost the full year, for whatever reason. I guess I just need a break. Why? I have no clue, but it what it is.

Instead what I did was travel. I traveled with friends, with family, and through long car rides to and from work, I traveled alone with just me, my thoughts, and music. In the year 2017, I think I just was. I had fantastic experiences last year, and for the first time in a while I truly felt that I had lived.

No two experiences are ever alike and through each one I felt as if I achieved something; no matter how minute, it was an achievement.

In Peru, I hiked and reached a 4200 meter summit and walked amongst the ruins of Machu Picchu.

In California, I danced and sang the weekend away at BottleRock Music Festival.

In London, I was awed and inspired by the last Adele concert in Wembley stadium (rumor has it!).

In India, I reflected on many things in Rishikesh, and joyfully attended a friend’s wedding in Udaipur.

And on a cruise ship in the Caribbean I wound down my year and ended it with calm thoughts and an excitement for new beginnings.

Did I write last year you ask? I did – finally – during NaNoWriMo I was able to get out a story that had been fermenting for a while. A quick burst of inspiration, and a quick sprint to the finish to get it done, but it was completed. I was satisfied and surprisingly the urge to write that had failed me so many times over 2017 was alive and well by the time the year ended.

So here I am now, sitting in my room, on my bed, writing for the first time in 2018. A month into the new year I’m still excited, and I can’t wait for what’s coming.

And maybe, just maybe more writing will be done this year, but I’ll just have to wait and see where my mind takes me – this time around. 😉

Until Next Time…

 

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Autumn has gone, winter is here, and the end of the year is near…

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Year’s end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us.  ~ Hal Borland

My autumn truly began in Long Island, NY at another half marathon the first weekend in October. This half marathon is called the Diva’s Half Marathon and it was very fun. They gave us tiaras and feather boas to cross the finish line in as well as little champagne flutes of sparkly juice at the end.

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Run Sister Run Divas! My big sis Taj & me. 

Later in the month I went geo caching for the first time with a friend of mine in Punderson State Park here in Cleveland. It was an absolutely gorgeous autumn day. Temperatures were close to the low 60s, the sun was shining, and all of the leaves were changing colors beautifully. We hiked for a few hours caught up and then warmed up with tea. It was a great way to end the month.

November is always a short month to me because of Thanksgiving. Every year I take shameless advantage of the fact that I have a built-in four-day weekend due to turkey day. This year I went to Germany; Munich to be exact. A close friend of mine moved to the city with her husband and I went for a visit. I only stayed for a week but I was able to get a lot done. Here are some of the highlights:

Zugspitze: highest peak in the German portion of the Alps:

Architecture and History in Munich: the whole freaking city is awesome, way too much cool architecture to see in a week, will be going back to see more.

Deutsch Museum: Science & Technology Museum; this is a definite must see! You need at least half a day to get through most of this place…just plan a whole day.

Day Trips: Nurnberg (only a 2 hour train ride away)

Christmas Markets: while I was there most Christmas markets were just opening up. I was able to go to more local markets, which was very nice.

Needless to say the trip was so much fun. My friends had to work during the day say, so most of my trip I was alone wandering about, but its nice traveling alone sometimes. I had plenty of time for reflection and I didn’t rush anywhere. I was able to take my time and see the city the way I wanted to. I missed some things but not many, either way I will be going to Munich again.

My trip to Germany wrapped up my November and December blew in with crazy cold temperatures and snow here in the Northeast. Work was extremely frenetic the first two weeks and utterly dead the third week in December. My family does a holiday trip every year for the Christmas season and this year we went to Universal Studios. It was nice to get out of the cold weather and have some fun while we were doing it. Of course the highlight of my trip was the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.

When I look back at this year, I can’t believe it went by so quickly. So many things have happened for the good and the bad. I’m just so thankful that I am healthy, happy, and my family is well. There has been plenty of change in 2016 and I can’t wait for what 2017 brings.

Since I will probably be asleep when the New Year rolls in, Happy New Year all. See you in 2017.

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Reflections: Mad dash to the finish and beyond…

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“Courage isn’t having the strength to go on – it is going on when you don’t have strength.”

― Napoléon Bonaparte

When I think of the last ten to eleven months, I am reminded of training for three to four half marathons in quick succession of each other. Every day is a challenge, whether it is mental, spiritual, or even physical. The last two semesters of getting any degree, not just an MBA, is a sprint to the finish. There are meetings to talk about meetings, group sessions and projects that go awry, pop quizzes, pop tests, and homework that seems to be unending to keep up with your studies.

However, on top of all the school work, there is job searching, figuring out what path you want to travel after this gauntlet, and all of the self doubts and unending questions of what comes after? Or why did I do this? On top of all of this I had received a life altering diagnosis at the start of my summer semester that severely impacted my health the rest of the year. There were days that I was so tired I didn’t want to move, let alone go be productive at school, but I did it anyway. I had quit my job for this degree, threw away my cushy future and went after what I wanted – there was no way I was going to let anything get me down.

I don’t think I have ever been as unsettled before when I thought of my future, as I was finishing my degree requirements mid December, without a job offer in hand. I really felt like I had failed. Or if not failed, performed severely under par. I was by no means the only one feeling this way, but it’s really crushing when the feelings just cascade one on top of the other. For the first time in a long time, I didn’t know exactly what my next steps were going to be or what I was going to do.

I was terrified.

After the initial burst of fear that last a couple of days after finishing classes and finals, I woke up one day after one of the deepest sleeps I’d had in months, completely at peace. I didn’t have anywhere to be, nothing to compete with my time; I could do whatever I wanted. Around the same time, my doctor let me know that my health was on the mend.

I had finished the gauntlet, the degree was mine, and the experiences I had had were amazing, terrifying, and could never be replaced or replicated. My health was back on track; I could get back to where I had left off months before-if I wanted to.

Or I could carve out something completely new and actually be able to spend the quality time to get it right for me this time around. Without a job to quickly jump into, I actually had the time to focus on me. And that’s just what I did and what I’m continuing to do. I’m still looking for a job, but I’ve been working also on mentally recharging my batteries, spending time with friends and family, travelling the world, and truly giving myself a break.

The MBA taught me what I needed to know in business, working in teams, and how to become even more successful in the next phase of my career. However, I also learned that sometimes, it’s okay to slow down as well and take time to really live life and not have a plan moving forward.

So am I still internally freaking out every now and again? Sure. Am I letting it rule me? Absolutely not.

Whatever is supposed to happen will eventually happen and not a minute sooner.

Next Up: Travelling Iceland

*Feature Image Credit to M. Walcher

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Travelling England, Czech Republic, and Good Ole’ USA

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You would think that I was tired of travelling after being gone for so long right? Yeah no, not in the slightest; you can thank my mother for this travel bug. Summer classes started in May 2015 back in Cleveland, Ohio at Case Western Reserve University. Prior to the semester starting a great friend of mine, who was studying at Cambridge University (she’s since graduated), asked if I’d like to attend May Ball with her at her college Jesus (yes, it is called Jesus College) in Cambridge in June.

Let’s just say, it wasn’t a question in my mind. I decided that I was going! If you’d like more information on the tradition of May Balls and the history at Cambridge, Wikipedia has a pretty good synopsis (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/May_Ball). The May Ball for Jesus College was on June 15th 2015, so I flew in a couple days early to catch up and revisit Cambridge, which is a very fun cute city. It was great getting to catch up with my buddy Katie and also get to see some events leading up to the May Ball. So rowing is a very big to do at Cambridge. The final rowing competition was happening Saturday (13th June) so Katie took me and started explaining everything before the competition started. Long story short it was a great couple of hours. The other event that we were able to see the end of was where different colleges used only cardboard to built boats and see if they could float in one of the rivers close to campus. It was hilarious, but awesome to see. Jesus College won that one – after all, it is the college known for engineers.

The day of the May Ball two more friends of Katie’s came to enjoy in the festivities as well. They had been travelling in Scotland or Ireland (I can’t remember now) and made it with a few hours to spare.

In short, the May Ball was awesome! We splurged a little and were able to get a sit down dinner in one of the special dining halls in Jesus College. The food was amazing and there was a wine paired with every course.

The theme was Wild Card, and every part of the college was decked out in the different suits of a card deck. There were also a rides; one of those high swinging rides always at carnivals, dodge em’ (aka bumper cars), laser tag, silent disco (everyone is wearing headphones), and even a concert! The headliner was James Bay, who is a newcomer on the music scene – his first album came out last year (it’s awesome btw).

The whole night was such fun! The morning is even better because there is always a survivor photo outside on the lawn, so it’s nice to be apart of that.

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Setting up for Survivor Photo! Woo Hoo!

Of course, the whirlwind party didn’t end there. As per tradition, you stay up all night, catch a couple zzz’s and then you are off to another city. Which city did we pick? How about Prague, Czech Republic. Considering I had class to get back to, I spent a lovely 16 hours in this gorgeous city, walking around, taking in the sites, and enjoying the food. I had a marvelous time with lovely lady friends. Best 4-day trip ever!

The next trip I took last year was in October 2015. My mom decided that we were going to go on a family trip to what is called the Rise Festival. Last year this took place in the Mohave Desert outside of Las Vegas, Nevada. Essentially the Rise Festival is a festival of lights. People gather together in the middle of nowhere and light lanterns and watch them float into the heavens together.

Sounds hippy dippy right? Well it is, but it’s so very cool.

On the lanterns you can right out hopes, dreams, wishes, angry rants, whatever you want. The whole purpose of the festival is to commune with like-minded people, rid yourself of negative thoughts and energy, and put forth good energy and positivity. I was skeptical, but it was so beautiful to be a part of it.

We didn’t just do the Rise Festival while in Las Vegas. It’s Vegas! You must see a show, eat awesome food, and enjoy the landscape, and that’s exactly what we did. We visited Red Rock Canyon, which were stunning feats of natural architecture, and also experience some great cuisine on the Las Vegas Strip. The show we saw this time around was the Cirque Du Soleil show ‘O’ at the Bellagio Hotel. This is a must see show. It’s been there for a while, but well worth the money spent.

Finally I wrapped up my year in San Diego, California. I had never been to the city before, so it was great to just have a few days to chill and walk around. The Airbnb we stayed at was right downtown, which is extremely walker friendly.

So this completes my tour de 2015, as far as travels go. I had an awesome time last year, and with school it was hectic but crazy fun. I’m two posts away from being completely up to date on the blog! Yay! Stay tuned!

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Reflections of a Frustrated Global Graduate Student

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“You’ve done it before and you can do it now. See the positive possibilities. Redirect the substantial energy of your frustration and turn it into positive, effective, unstoppable determination.” – Ralph Marston

*Wasn’t sure if I was going to post this, but I think it really shows the meaning of the word epiphany. This was a really hard semester.*

XLRI is one of the premier graduate institutions in India. It is most well known for its Human Resources program, but the XLRI Business School is also touted to be a best in class school. So when coming to a best in class institution, there are certain expectations that one automatically believes will come from attending this particular school.

You can expect:

Disciplined academic structure

Tough teachers

Even tougher classwork

Many late nights studying

Mental agony…

And this list could go on and on and differ for many people, but when I think of a best in class institution, the first thing that comes to mind is disciplined academic structure.

[Start Rant]

What I didn’t expect was sheer chaos.

As always at the beginning of the semester, the whole cohort was given a schedule of when are classes were, but even within that week there were changes.

And then the next week more changes.

And the week after that there was again another round of changes.

Fast forward to end of March – there was not one week that went by this semester that classes were not cancelled or rescheduled. The schedule given to us at the beginning of the semester wasn’t even close to the schedule that had to be followed.

The last few weeks were particularly crazy. Sometimes we had assignments due the next day, but we weren’t given the assignment until much later that night. It’s not a problem if the assignment is given in class, but an assignment that isn’t given until 11PM the night before and still due the next day? I haven’t ever experienced anything like it.

I asked my Indian classmates many times if this was normal in Indian university levels. Most said that their undergraduate levels weren’t like this, but some did mention that this was how it was done. I was and still am utterly flabbergasted.

I get that school is supposed to be challenging and stretch you and build you up…but in my mind without having a structured environment where you feel safe enough to do that in, it just poses problems.

[End Rant]

For the people who know me well, they know that this makes me a very unhappy human being. I love planning and I love order. I thrive in those environments. Coming into an academic situation where there was no order and stumbling through the semester just with sheer will power alone was excruciatingly painful at times.

Don’t get me wrong. I learned that I have the strength to get through it. I learned that even though ambiguity and uncertainty doesn’t sit well with me at all levels that I can push past it. I even learned I can think on my feet a bit better now and I fight more for my voice, than I have in the past.

And that was really what I had to remind myself of in the end. I didn’t come to get my MBA, or more importantly, voluntarily go abroad to get my Global MBA to just play it safe. I wanted to do this, because I wanted to grow. Honestly if I didn’t learn anything out of this whole semester, then attaining an MBA while traveling the world wasn’t what I was supposed to be doing. This whole experience forced me –literally – out of my shell and made me work. I can say I worked harder than I’ve ever had to, in order to get the grades that I did.

As I look back on the whole semester as it winds to a close; I’m thankful.

I’m thankful that I decided to take this risk.

I’m thankful that I made it thus far.

I’m just – really thankful.

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Starting the Journey – first weeks in India: Part II

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This post is long overdue – apologies to those who follow; graduate school is not for the feint of heart.

I left you with a brief glimpse of my impressions coming to India again and now I will continue with my first trip during this visit.

XLRI has been a hospitable host thus far, and on the anniversary of our 1st week within its halls, the administration staff here paid for us to have a weekend trip – by bus – to the cities of Bhubaneswar and Kanarak, and Puri beach. The weekend itself was an awesome experience, the bus ride was crazy as ever. It took approximately 10 hours to get to Bhubaneswar and 10 hours to get back. Our bus driver was awesome – he played chicken with many a larger truck, smaller rickshaws, motor bikes, and some cows.

Playing chicken with that big truck...this was a reoccurring thing.

Playing chicken with that big truck…this was a reoccurring thing.

The city of Bhubaneswar was a bustling city, from my understanding it is a little bit larger than the city of Jamshedpur. Our accommodations were at a sister school of XLRI specializing in undergraduate education. While in the city we actually went to the local zoo. It was interesting to see the various habitats and how the animals were maintained compared to the strict American standards I and some other were used to. Though the animals were cared for well by Indian standards, it wasn’t up to par with what I was. Not necessarily a shock, but it is one of those small things in which you notice that can be better and eventually will get better as the infrastructure and laws in India become more advanced.

The next destination that we were taken to were some caves on our way to the Chilka Lake. At this point the day was scorching, it was around 28 degrees Centigrade that day, which was in the upper 70s in Fahrenheit. I didn’t get out to climb the caves in the hot sun, but I heard it was nice and there were plenty of monkeys begging for bananas and photo ops!

Chilka Lake was one of the most beautiful places I’ve seen. It was probably more beautiful to me, because we arrived at sunset. The fisherman were all done for the day and being able to take pictures with the setting sun and the still water was calming and moving at the same time. Chilka Lake is the largest costal lagoon that flows to/from the Bay of Bengal in India. It is home to some threatened species of animals and plants and it sustains 150,000 fishers that live in approximately 132 villages up and down the shores.  Our group was taken out from the dock to a rock formation in the center of the lake. It was a great way to end the day.

On the dock - just arrived at the Lake.

On the dock – just arrived at the Lake.

Candid shot of some GMBAs on the rock formation.

Candid shot of some GMBAs on the rock formation.

Shot of one of the boats that took us out into the lagoon.

Shot of one of the boats that took us out into the lagoon.

Another shot of  sunset, still water, and fishing boat.

Another shot of sunset, still water, and fishing boat.

The next day, we were taken to tour one of the four Sun Temples that are in India, in the city of Konrak. We traveled to a different city to see this temple. The history was extremely interesting to hear and the architecture was amazing. The way that the temple itself was built was what fascinated me most of all. There was a main entrance to the temple in the old days and depending on the time of day – sunrise, midday sun – sunset, the rays of the sun were caught and reflected the main entrance to the temple, just like a sundial! It was super neat to see.

Story of the Sun Temple

Story of the Sun Temple

No one can actually go into the temple, because it's being repaired. Long ago there was a large magnet at the center of the temple that kept it all together - amazing right?

No one can actually go into the temple, because it’s being repaired. Long ago there was a large magnet at the center of the temple that kept it all together – amazing right?

The drawings etched into the stones were detailed and depicted many stories.

The drawings etched into the stones were detailed and depicted many stories.

Our final stop was either we could go to Puri Beach or go to see the Jagannath Temple in Puri. I opted to go see the temple. There are four famous Hindu temples in India and Jagannath is the one house in the East. The temple was erected in dedication to Vishnu (Jagannath) – Lord of the Universe. Unfortunately, foreigners weren’t allowed into the temple itself, but it was still amazing to see the outside. Now I want to travel to see the others!

Far shot of the temple.

Far shot of the temple.

Really wished I couldn't have gone inside, but still beautiful on the outside.

Really wished I couldn’t have gone inside, but still beautiful on the outside.

Seeing this temple and Chilka Lake were probably my two favorites out of this trip. My next big trip will be from February 20-28. I will be going to 4 different cities, one I’ve been to before, but three new one and I’m super excited about it.

My next post will be in a couple of days. Stay tuned to hear snippets of probably the most famous name synonymous with India…TATA.

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And I’m off – Again!

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Well it’s that time again; a new round of traveling and experiencing a foreign land. After an amazing 3.5 month stint in Shanghai, China, I’m now headed to Jamshedpur, India. In India I will be starting my second semester as part of my Global MBA. I honestly can say, I’m excited and terrified at the same time. Considering the lackluster course load in China, I’m really hoping for some more rigor and depth in the classes that I will be taking in India.

From everything that I have heard, XLRI will give me all that I desire in terms of academic difficulty and I hope that I am able to rise to the challenge. It’s a new frontier for me as I have never been to India for such a long period of time, nor have I been to this particular city before. Overall, India is a very beautiful country with rich history and culture and it’s economy is accelerating at a blistering pace. I’m anxious to experience this new city in a country that I have already come to love.

Next post will be in India!

I hope everyone had a great holiday season and an amazing New Year’s Day.

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Parting is Such Sweet Sorrow…

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I don’t know half of you half as well as I should like; and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve. – J. R. R. Tolkien

After three and a half months of shaky academics and amazing travel experiences, it’s time to go home. I can’t believe the time went by so quickly, but as I reflect sitting here in Pudong International Airport, I realize that I don’t regret this decision of mine in the slightest.

I’ve been able to experience so much during this past semester and I would’ve regretted it horribly if I had turned down the opportunity to pursue my graduate education. As always in my travels there are certain things that I will miss dearly and somethings that I won’t miss at all. Let’s start with the things I won’t miss.

Good-Riddance Things:

The people who cram onto the subway train.

Really no reason to cram - there is another train.

Really no reason to cram – there is another train.

The walking lights that don’t sync up.

I really don't like being stuck in the middle.

I really don’t like being stuck in the middle.

Crazy Traffic!

Traffic, traffic, and oh look - more traffic.

Traffic, traffic, and oh look – more traffic.

 

Miss-You-So-Much-Things:

Food in a bag, I will miss the convenience and the deliciousness.

Street Rice! Yum yum yum!

Street Rice! Yum yum yum!

Getting mail; for the comic relief of seeing all the mail laid out.

Mail day, pick up when you can!

Mail day, pick up when you can!

High end window retail therapy…yeah it was awesome.

Alexander McQueen store - one day I'll be able to buy a clutch...one day.

Alexander McQueen store – one day I’ll be able to buy a clutch…one day.

 

There are probably many many more things I could’ve said, but these were the top three of the moment. Well it’s 20 minutes until I board, so I will say Adieu for now!

Next post will be from the good ole USA.

Have a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!

 

 

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Compilation of Reflections

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Change is the law of life. And those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future. ~ John F. Kennedy

As my time in China is coming to a close, I find myself thinking over the last three months and I realize how much I’ve learned. I’ve learned many things; financial accounting, strategy, supply chain and analytics – but the those were just book learnings. Living abroad in a country that is so different from the one you’ve become accustom teaches you so much more about yourself, about life, and how time doesn’t stand still for anyone – it keeps marching forward.

About Me:

I have learned that as much as I have travelled and experience the world, there are still many things that I have yet to learn. My patience has been tested, my book understanding of China and its people has been turned on its head, and my own hypocrisy thrown back in my face.

Classic example; I am patient as long as people are receptive to learning about different things, but once I see some people only hear what they want to hear I baulk and leave them behind. But, when I reflect on this, I find that I do the same thing – especially when I’m not hearing what I want to – or what I think is right.

Hypocritical? Yes. Have I changed yet? Still working on it.

About Life:

My life is my own and everything that I do impacts it. I’m always concerned with doing the right thing or making sure that I am ‘saving face’ that sometimes I think I miss out on things. Perhaps I missed out on being a goofball, or I might have missed that amazing party, but I figure as long as I’m happy and healthy and I have my self respect who cares right? Sometimes I do feel a little down, when I think of the things that I’ve missed out on, but the amazing and crazy thing about life is that you can totally change it.

I need to remember that life serves up the whole world on a platter with an infinite amount of choices as side dishes – it’s up to me to pick what I want, when I want, and how I want it. If something passed me by – well there is always the next dish!

About Time:

Time waits for none; not one person. As soon as we humans were born, we’re literally dying and sooner or later it will be lights out for us all. I don’t want to have regrets when that time comes for me. I don’t want to feel as if I left something out there unfinished that was important to me. There are many things that are important to me and that I feel I need to have done before my time comes. I hope that I have decades, but who knows what’s around that unseen corner.

I’ve realized that in actuality as long as I’m experiencing new things, enjoying my friends, and have the love of my family – I have everything I could ever need. The time to travel, time to get an MBA, time to do more – well, all that time is extra. As long as I have it, might has well use it.

Right?

Until next time!

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